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The last week have been so hectic, and every minute made its count on my life. I believe its been a week since I've logged and actually logged what I ate. Sad because the tool is available. Needless to say, I've not eaten as I should, whether I've not ate at all, or ate too much. Definitely no guilt, because regardless of logging on, I've stuck to a strict diet if I ate. My husband deployed Monday. I'm really sad and hate that my appetite suffers from emotions such as it does. I believe we control things that are possible to control, while our lives spin out of the control between the things we can't. If that makes any sense. Tomorrow, I am getting my hair done, and will wear my gym clothes. I'm going to make good decisions, and make this something worth doing.
As a female spouse, I can't compartmentalize like my husband. Each part of my life is affected. It may not make sense to him, or any other man. LOL WHO NEEDS THEM ANYWAY? Just kidding. I'm a powerful woman, and I am able to overcome this. Night secret family :|
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