Faithy1919's Notizen, 16 Nov 10

well when i eat i never stop till the plate is empty. i usually starve myself all morning then eat a large lunch. and a large dinner. after dinner i have wine and snacks cause at night is when i son goes to bed and its when i have the chance to feel crappy about myself. I wasnt always this way but have been since quit smoking a year and a half ago. i exercised for a year but just maintained a unhappy weight so then i quit cause i was frustrated. so now im 40 pounds heaver and counting. I have a strange addiction to pizza and will actually cry if i cant have it or its not exactly the way i want it. I often cry at restaurant so my husband hates taking me out to dinner. But i cant control the crying, if something is off or isn't the way i need it to be. I love and hate food daily.

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4290 kcal

Fett: 119,07g | Eiw: 111,76g | Kohlh: 513,02g.   Frühstück: Zinfandel Wine, Coffee (Brewed From Grounds). Mittagessen: pork lo mein. Abendessen: 14" Cheese Pizza (Thick Crust). Snacks/Sonstiges: chix lo mein, Twizzlers. mehr...

2172 kcal

Bewegung: Hausarbeit - 3 Stunden, Sitzen - 2 Stunden, Ruhen - 11 Stunden, Schlafen - 8 Stunden. mehr...