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Alright guys....I have officially fallen off the wagon the past week and a half....and I'm really really mad at myself about it. Not only that, I have realized a change in my personality. I have been feeling kind of overwhelmed with life and depressed I think. I am feeling good about 2009 for many reasons.....and I just want to forget that 2008 ever happened. I've had a baby, been cheated on by my fiance, lost my relationship with my mother, had to file bankruptcy...(had perfect credit before my mom screwed me over), my son being diagnosed with Celiac Disease, my partially paralyzed little brother being addicted to hard drugs and being put in jail....my little sister being in an abusive relationship....it's all just been taking a toll on me. I know I am strong, but I really need the new year to get here. 2009 is for ME! I'm going to start thinking about my needs and what I want for a change!! I'm tired of putting everyone else first!! Sorry for the venting, but you guys are my like my "online family"!! Thanks for being there!
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I have missed you for the last several days!!! 2009 will be a great year for you for many reasons! You need to take care of yourself and remember that there are just certain things you can't change. Try to focus on the things that you CAN change. I am so sorry to hear what all you have been through this year. Things will get better. I promise!! Stress can do so many things to our bodies. Try not to worry about the little stuff. In the past I have just let everything get to me little and big stuff until it just gets too overwhelming for me to handle. This is not a good thing... I too feel like you all are my "online family". It is nice to have someone out there to listen. Take care of yourself!!!!!!
31 Dez 08 vom Mitglied: redone750
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Thanks for missing me!! That's sweet :)...and nice to know!
31 Dez 08 vom Mitglied: tabithahulett
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They say when it rains, it pours! Well, you've been through a blizzard! But it's all in the past. Everything you've talked about has happened. And yes, it happened in soon-to-be last year! So put it aside. Concentrate on yourself, with the full support of everyone here. You are a young, beautiful, healthy woman. You have two wonderful little boys, whom you are taking wonderful care of! You are a fantastic mommy! Take in the new year with a big breath, an open heart, and a smile on your face. The future is yours!! (Hugs!)
31 Dez 08 vom Mitglied: debbra
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Thank you!! You are all so supportive...makes me wanna cry :)
31 Dez 08 vom Mitglied: tabithahulett
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I have to agree, 2008 was an AWFUL year. We filed bankruptcy this year too, and our credit was perfect until DH broke his ankle Christmas day 2006. We struggled trying to keep up for a year before giving in and filing. I've had several other awful things happen 2008, some you know, others before I joined, but I am GLAD to leave them in the past and move forward. Only January 7th haunts me from 2008, but while I'm scared to death of it, I'm anxious to get it over with either way. I'm going to really enjoy this next week with my family and not worry about anything but them "just in case". You make this the best year for you! You can do it! And if I'm around, you can come to me anytime, we all need someone sometimes, and I'd be happy to listen when you need it! (((:Hugs!:)))
01 Jan 09 vom Mitglied: jakesmommie
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Thank you!! I will keep you in my prayers :)
02 Jan 09 vom Mitglied: tabithahulett
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