yeah....i was the same way. But then I read this quote which inspired me. I don't know how it started, something like "don't give up" but made the comparison to a car. If you get a flat tire, you go out, fix it, and drive on. You don't puncture your other 3 tires. I just came back today after not being on for about a month. Saw your post and identified. Then read about your egg dilemma! AH! I peel mine at home and bring it in a little tupperware bowl to work!! Just keep swimming....we'll both get there!