blackrosedalice's Notizen, 11 Mai 16

"When you develop an eating disorder when you're already thin, you go to the hospital.
When you develop an eating disorder when you're not already thin, you are a success story."


I want to be thin. I would like to be noticed for being beautiful and healthy.
But what Blythe said is so damned true that I want to cry.

I will lose weight because I understand that I am at higher risk of developing certain types of diseases. I am losing weight because I know that if I do it now, I will struggle less with self-esteem, people's views and criticisms and impressions of me.

But...

Sometimes shit isn't easy.

80 kg Bisher verloren: 2 kg.    Still to go: 25 kg.    Diät befolgt: Recht gut.

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1342 kcal

Fett: 39,60g | Eiw: 71,71g | Kohlh: 175,64g.   Frühstück: Vitasoy Soy Milky Lite, Coffee (Instant Powder). Mittagessen: Potato Soup, Chai Latte. Abendessen: Gala Apples, Olive Oil, White Rice (Long-Grain, Cooked), Green Peas (Frozen), Onions, Green Chopsticks Beef Bulgogi, King's Kimchi. Snacks/Sonstiges: Clover Valley Cheese & Crackers, Trader Joe's Organic Creamy Peanut Butter, Jam Preserves, Dempster's 100% WholeGrains 12 Grain Bread. mehr...

2194 kcal

Bewegung: Ergometer - 25 Minuten, Ruhen - 15 Stunden und 35 Minuten, Schlafen - 8 Stunden. mehr...