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30 November 2010

i've been maintaining my weight for a while now (less occasional fluctuations due to water retention/pms/etc). But i'm scared.

every inch of food that enters my mouth poses a dilemma. I am hungry, but i feel that i'm already take in more amount of calories than i should be. and when i succumb to my junk food cravings, i feel like the most disgusting creature ever on earth.

i tried to switch my mindset around by eating healthy, cooked food and getting rid of junk food which originally makes up most of my restricted food intake, but it didn't last. I think of unhealthy food all the time. i need chocolate, sugar and all the savory snacks to keep my brain working.

i'm beginning to surf a lot on eating disorders, ana, skinny girl diet tumblrs recently. it scares me. i don't want to follow in these girls' footsteps in becoming anorexic/bulimic, i mean, neither can i bring myself to just eating 100 cal a day. but i find myself beginning to fantasize about getting so skinny that my collar bones, rib cages and hip bones protrudes like crazy.

am i mental?

15 September 2010

13 September 2010

Gewicht: Bisher verloren: Still to go: Diät befolgt:
43,8 kg 2,2 kg 1,3 kg Recht gut
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