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07 August 2020

07 August 2020

06 August 2020

Yesterday morning I was waiting for my ride after I went to my methadone clinic. Instead of just standing, I decided on doing a itsy bitsy workout. I walked around the building (it’s not very big) a few times. I walked up and down 7 steps a couple times. Did 3 sets of 10 wall push-ups and worked-out my calves. I followed this with a good stretch.

Today I’m sore, and I find it incredibly depressing. I’m being pretty hard on myself, remembering how I used to look, how strong I was and what my exercises used to look like. I know it is incredibly unfair to hold myself to those standards. I destroyed my body with drugs and alcohol for almost a decade and have given birth 3 times.

I was thin 5 years ago because I was using and strong because I was homeless, walking everyone, outside practically 24/7.

Now I’m 164 lb with 27% muscle weight ☹️ But I am thankful because I lived through that and was granted another chance. I want to be able to run around the park with my daughters and brother again! My brother is about 20 year years younger than me Lol 😆 ButJane

05 August 2020

05 August 2020



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