deaby16's Notizen, 11 Okt 16

my actual weight when I started my journey was around 295. I hit more ups some downs.
the morning when I woke up on 4-1-14 saying fck this. I cut out lots of things with diet pepsi on top of the list. till this date I still haven't had any. I do drink my flavored water but nowhere near the amount of diet soda I could consume.
I gave up bread which I did real well with which inclide cookies and cakes. now I'm back to eating these but not at the amount I used to consume.
within a few months to a year I was doing well close too 70 lbs. was walking 10 miles aday eating well was eating 600 calories aday. wasn't hungry at the least.
went from walki g around the reservoir to actually jogging it. better than when I weighted 115 in HS.
my mom got sick on and off stress hit. after taking her to appts she would want to eat out. I knew she was wanting the company ane if eating out made her happy we ate out. (I do have a sister she doesn't live far) excuse is her kids are young and gey bored. oh freakn well I have 5 and a scu.my ex that did love my parents we made the time every week for dinner on Saturday and Sunday.
The weight was dealing with his bs for 12 years married and 12 years we where seperated.
so the weight came crawling back slowing dueing my mom being sick. All tbe doctor visit and testing never getting answers. Well May of 2015 after her getting so sick with black stool. ER visit. Testing and GI. we found out she had Pancreatic Cancer 70% . well the 6 weeks between her hospital stay and nursing home was a nightmare it killed me inside. I swore I would never ever put her in one. I didn't have aplace of my own living with friends longer story.
She gave my sister all the power so she didn't want her at her home nor did she want her own home meaning the 🏠 my owned. 2 reason she thought I would try and move in and she didn't want my son helping her excuse she thought my mom would be embarrassed. my mom didn't know what was what do to the blood lose which brought on dementia.
2nd she didn't want to tell people someone passed in the 🏡.
My mom passed the day before my birthday.
That October 18 I had the gastric sleeve. Had issues . I ended up back for emergency surgery.
my stomach detached and was being crushed.
The meds that were given to put me under wete different from the 1st surgery. Ended up coding not once but twice. which ended up with me being on life support. I don't have yhe emezine to break down what was given.
Two years later after constantly vomiting some day less some days more. Test and we figured out 1 reason my espogues is damaged has been but no one wanted to do an old simple test.
I would eat shallow some would go down than get stuck I would have to get up walk around for it to feel like it was going down.
The esophagus basically was keeping it stuck not pushing it down so I felt like I was choking.
I went in for the gadtic bypass on the day 2 years later from wheen I was on life support.
well 3rd surgery went well. only thing is losing weight has been harder then when I had the sleeve. I am still having issues where food gets stuck and it will end up coming up. oh then 1 month afterwards my gallbladder decided it hated me. OMG the pain it was crippling. He wasn't keen on taking it out so soon after the bypass.
So tomorrow I plan on calling and making a appointment with the Dr. who performed the surgeries.
I've been putting it off since we had 2 years of covid.
Sorry for the long long Story.

115,7 kg Bisher verloren: 0 kg.    Still to go: 34,0 kg.    Diät befolgt: Recht gut.