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I am back to square 1, things are brutal at home. I don't want to go to a shelter but I am scrambling to find a new place to live. My landlord owns 3 other properties and I have been a good tenant, he is looking for a solution. Right now I am eating whatever. I don't eat alot but carbs affect me, sugar and wine especially.
I feel so sorry for myself that I am allowing myself treats, glasses of wine and dessert. I feel like once I get away from the abuser I am married to I will be able to take care of myself.
I have been getting to the gym 1 day per week, where I go, how much time I have for myself are issues.
I look forward to freedom. In the past to get away from him I lost everything, at my weakest it is hardest for me to be free. I know he is working for this. I am resisiting.
Pray for me.
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111,1 kg
Bisher verloren: 0 kg.
Still to go: 54,4 kg.
Diät befolgt: Schlecht.
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1272 kcal
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Fett: 54,84g | Eiw: 55,16g | Kohlh: 139,54g.
Frühstück: Berry Pie (Individual Size or Tart). Mittagessen: 365 Everyday Value Broccoli Rabe, Spaghetti Bolognese. Abendessen: Excelline Chicken, Monterey Jack & Cheddar Cheese Quesadillas. Snacks/Sonstiges: Trader Joe's Organic Wild Blueberries, Maple Hill Creamery Plain Yogurt. mehr...
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Deasmiles you have my prayers!!!! Florida rents in the tampa bay area have shot through the roof. The average one bedroom is running around $1100-$1200 for a small one bedroom. Found one place in a decent neighborhood 2 bedroom for $945-working on getting that and looking at some condo rentals before I make my final decision. Good Luck. What part of the US do you live in? (if you live in the United States)
24 Mai 16 vom Mitglied: Maine coon
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in this situation diet definitely comes second...store cash money and dry food ( so you don't have to buy groceries right away when you move) and other things he won't notice somewhere ... get your new place... block numbers and contacts and save yourself before you heal your self. you have time to lose weight when you're out..
24 Mai 16 vom Mitglied: 8hunter6
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Sorry, Deasmiles, I did a quick glance at your journal at first, I am very sorry about your home situation. God Bless.
24 Mai 16 vom Mitglied: Maine coon
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I don't know what to say, but my thoughts and prayers are with you.
24 Mai 16 vom Mitglied: ginger dog
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24 Mai 16 vom Mitglied: jimmiepop
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I live in Austin, Texas. I have a good job, but he is driving me crazy, threats, pushing me around, you can't read, can't watch tv, disconnnecting the internet. He is a mental patient. I have to get away I don't want to go to a shelter, iam moving cloeths to a storage during my lunch breaks. Thanks for the paryers.
24 Mai 16 vom Mitglied: deasmiles
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I know you don't want to go to a shelter, BUT PLEASE be SAFE! If that's what it takes for just a little bit, so be it. Your well being is of utmost importance!
24 Mai 16 vom Mitglied: Rckc
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Please protect yourself and get out soon. My prayers are with you!!
24 Mai 16 vom Mitglied: ImLaura
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http://womenshealth.gov/violence-against-women/get-help-for-violence/safety-planning-for-abusive-situations.html
Hope you find a way out and up.
24 Mai 16 vom Mitglied: Five-Two Cowboy
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Be safe - wishing you a smooth getaway from that bad situation. And soonest!
24 Mai 16 vom Mitglied: trackin64
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Stay strong. My thoughts will be with you.
24 Mai 16 vom Mitglied: Kppgreen
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Thank you for the support, one of the things abusers do is make you the victim feel ashamed of the abuse they inflict. My hsuband tells me I am not "allowed" to speak about him ever, he is paranoid, and difficult. It is precisely for that reason I am reaching out. I know I did nothing to deserve any of this some people are just broken.
24 Mai 16 vom Mitglied: deasmiles
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Dea, I am praying for both You AND Carmen to make it out.
24 Mai 16 vom Mitglied: knuckles the mgtow monk
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24 Mai 16 vom Mitglied: deasmiles
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Praying for you Deasmiles
24 Mai 16 vom Mitglied: Bopuc
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Stay strong. Maybe a shelter is not so bad Just for a short time, If only to gather your thought and get some money together so you can move on and they might have someone there to help you move in the right direction. Also it's. safe
24 Mai 16 vom Mitglied: Char60
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You are in my thoughts, stay strong. Deasmiles make a decision and go for it, don't look back. Once you take the first step it gets easier.
26 Mai 16 vom Mitglied: Zenfreek
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We are Praying for you. Abuse is not good and you are coping the best you can. There is help for your situation. Be strong and focus on what you need to do to correct this and you will be in a better place to diet and exercise.
26 Mai 16 vom Mitglied: DBLWING
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Stay safe. That may mean leaving immediately or it may mean staying long enough to formulate a safe exit strategy.
26 Mai 16 vom Mitglied: LadyinDenim
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I will. Sorry for your situation. Be very careful in getting out of it as things tend to escalate at that juncture. Find a shelter. Staying safe is paramount you can lose weight later.
26 Mai 16 vom Mitglied: brisbee
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