was extremely hurt and let down by some one I dearly Love and I have been lethargic every since and struggling.
I have been asking the Lord to help me
I know he can and will ,,,
I feel like sometimes I'm just hanging on by a little thread
not the first time and I'm sure not the last
been there done this ,,,
I know turning to the Lord for strength is my only answer ,,
in my resent journal and sharing my heart I have received some very unkind remarks from a ((few FS member's very few )) ,,,Like they were sick of addicts making excuses
(( if they didn't have a problems in my book they wouldn't even need FS for help ... ???
PLEASE ... if ya cant be kind don't say anything
IM here for help and encouragement
I have meet the same time of folks were God forbid ya say anything that is not perfect ,,, wearing to me a mask .. because in 62 years I have never meet a perfect person even when I think I might have ,,, in time I always see an humane who is struggling to survive just like me ,,,
I have seen a LOT of different ways folks cope ,,,, hurt/hangup /habits ..... I personal have had many habits that I picked up that as I grew and gain wisdom gave up as I seen it for what it really is ,, and sleeked help to be an over comer ,, with Gods grace and mercy I'm able to say ,, I know longer do this or that ,, because I was able to be honest with myself and others ,,
since I know my addiction to food is emotionally the best the I can do is share my emotions instead of stuffing them down with food ,, as I have wrote my journal I have had my awawww moments that growing up if I tried to share a need I often was told not now ,, scolded or chastise for it ,, very few times was I able to say stop or I have a need ,, so bottom Line if my way of journal isn't for you I get it ,,,
but it is working for me I haven't stayed on track this long on caring more for my bodies wellness in a long time <3 had to let this out <3
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